Disclaimer-: Sorry for the self absorbed , soppy post…I needed to write and needed to vent and needed to process…this is my personal diary and my outlet for me to remember what happens in my life- good or bad!
All is fine. And all else will be… I’m positive.
I cry when you disregard my opinions or walk past me pretending I don’t exist.
I cry when you are rude to me and you didn’t even know it…because that’s how self absorbed you are.
I cry when I’m so tired but need to go on and on and on without a complaint.
I cry when I’m being forced in to a corner with nowhere to escape.
I cry when I’m so scared , I’ve dried up inside.
I cry when I hear of rape and pain and injustice and people who died.
I cry when I hear of the submariners who died…alone in the cold of the night.
I cry when I am diagnosed with something so scary and can’t even process the fear…
I cry. I cry. I cry.
All silent tears.
And yet when you meet me…I smile… because that’s who I am.