Scared. Sad. (Repeat)

And as we approach the umpteenth threat of lockdown, this year I see a different approach all around !

Whereas last year we wanted to come back to work and life and ‘normal,’ now there’s almost a sense of foreboding and a depressed acceptance. Whereas last year we bonded with family and friends virtually and came together as a community… this year it’s seeming like it’s each person for themselves. Loneliness and a lack of hope seems to have replaced the fighting attitude and camaraderie that last year had in buckets.

Covid-19 cases are on the rise but mass immunity can only come with either infection or injection and since we’re short on injections in the country now (yes, I can’t believe we have exported double the amount than we’ve kept in the world’s second largest populated country)… we will need to take a step back and now make the citizens a priority. Vaccinate all. Another lockdown will not just cause thee economy to crumble ; I believe it will cause people’s wills’ to crumble as well.

But right now I’m scared -scared I didn’t travel more, see more, appreciate more. Scared I didn’t connect more, do more, achieve more. Scared I didn’t prioritise everything that was important and now prioritising things may bee a function of what is allowed rather than what is needed. So I’m scared. Sad and scared.

P.s. (Palat Says) -: This too will pass is all I have been keeping in mind as I work through all my fears of covid and lockdown… Be strong …! This must pass. Not sure whether I’m saying this more for you or for me :)!


3 thoughts on “Scared. Sad. (Repeat)

  1. :

    my sister princess

    is world’s best sister


    aDI & dEE

    aRE tHE bEST


    my sister princess dee

    will get happiness hamper


    fresh baked nachos three different flavors


    cheese spread three different flavors

    caramel chocolate

    cadbury nutties

    cadbury celebration limited edition

    ferrero rocher white

    kit kat gold edition

    bounty coconut chocolate limited edition


    seedless red grapes ( canada quality )


    ultra light swiss coffee

    lime tea bags ( uk )


    home baked special yeast free mixed dry fruit cookies

    multi grain brown super soft sandwich bread

    french unsalted light butter

    mixed fruit jam

    creme peanut butter


    choco brownies …


    last input

    tutti fruity muffin cakes with seedless cherry


    lots of love for both always

    jai jhuelal blessings

    bro : h …



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